It’s been a second since I blogged, but I think I need to get all this out for my mental health. I’m trying to adjust to my new life post-college and it’s harder than I thought. I saw a psychologist for the first time the other day, and hopefully that will help me in the long run, though there has been some issues with my insurance (it doesn’t cover mental health). I feel somewhat better after the first session, but I hope that I will be able to continue the sessions.

I have been feeling very overwhelmed with life and I can’t find any enjoyment out of anything. I am disinterested in my hobbies, I am not sleeping well, and I just go home after work and eat, and then sleep. I am slowly allowing my soul to drain and I don’t like it. I find work to be consuming, yes, but I should be able to unwind and enjoy my life outside of work.

I’m constantly worried about things I can’t control, my anxiety and probably my blood pressure are absolutely sky high. Hopefully I can figure something out, and soon.

Writing it all out makes me feel better.